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Wednesday, February 11, 2004

Today's Metaphysical Question

10:03 am - Is this my life? My choices are either riding this wild emotional roller coaster, or spending my days in a drug-induced zombie state? As you can tell, the mood swings have returned.

My doc tells me that most of my emotional problems stem from me being in a big "between." I know I'm moving but I don't know where or when. I'm married, yet I'm not with my wife, and our future together is unclear. Right now I'm living in between my old life and my new life. Once my new life starts, things will hopefully get better and I won't need drugs.

12:47 pm - Sitting here in the lunch room at work, I realize I had plans to go look at apartments during lunch. "D'oh!"

5:33 pm - I'm about to head home from work. Tomorrow morning I see the doc about the next medication we're going to try. If it weren't for one of my friends telling me that it took several tries to find the meds that worked for him - and he said they were wonderful - I wouldn't be doing this. I want to find my "wonderful pill."

My metaphysical question for today is: "If you have to take a pill everyday to keep you happy ... are you truly happy?"

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