Nerves Or Something...
Becky and my older daughter were here just long enough to remind me what it was like to be a family, and now they're gone, and so is my younger daughter, and I am feeling... empty? sick? despondent? Worried, too. Definitely worried. All my eggs in one basket going halfway across the continent. All I can do is trust them to be safe. I can't protect them from here. Can't do a damn thing. Powerless.
That's what I'm feeling.
And sick too. Either nerves, or something I ate is disagreeing with me. Probably nerves. Feels like a combination of too much caffeine and not enough sleep, but had plenty of sleep and hardly any caffeine, so... Nerves. Stress. Yeah, stress.
That's what I'm feeling.
My internal doctor prescribes Advil and some strong beer, and sleep. But that's probably not what's going to happen. I have other plans. Why? Because I'm feeling somewhat defiant, too.
Yes, that's what I'm feeling.
That's what I'm feeling.
And sick too. Either nerves, or something I ate is disagreeing with me. Probably nerves. Feels like a combination of too much caffeine and not enough sleep, but had plenty of sleep and hardly any caffeine, so... Nerves. Stress. Yeah, stress.
That's what I'm feeling.
My internal doctor prescribes Advil and some strong beer, and sleep. But that's probably not what's going to happen. I have other plans. Why? Because I'm feeling somewhat defiant, too.
Yes, that's what I'm feeling.
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